One minute, it feels like it’s been a few minutes.

Another minute, it feels like it has been an eternity.

Some folks say, “But you have memories.” That might be true for them, but I find it to be complete and utter bullshit. From my own personal experience, I know it is difficult to come up with the right words at times like this, but I sometimes wish some folks would elect silence.

I did not write this, but it seems to fit the moment:

I’m not really in the mood to talk,
I’ve lost someone dear to me.
Some things you witness
Just don’t leave your memory.

If I seem distant or quiet,
It’s because words don’t come easy.
I haven’t felt like myself
Since that day changed me completely.

The world feels overwhelming,
And my heart can’t find peace.
It’s shattered inside,
With no simple release.

So for now,
I’ll stay where I feel secure,
Giving my heart the space
To slowly find its cure.